THINK WITH COOL HEAD

Last night, I terribly sorry towards my family for the mistakes. If only I was the only person to be blamed. Probably I would not feel the agony this much. What break my heart the most was when my mom came into my room. Consoled me instead of anger. At that moment, I really wanted to embrace and tell her how sorry I am. 

I feel sorry towards my dad too. Though I still can not understand him that well but his words last night slapped right into my face.

Not to forget my brother and sisters too. I am sorry.

DUNK'IN ALL WORRIES

Day by day, I encountered so much troubles in my work field. No matter what I decided to do, nothing seems to have  a favorable ending. Everyday is a preach day. I'm getting sick of it. Avoiding of getting one, for once I tried not to get involve but it worsen. Tired of all this chaos.

Because it was still early, I dropped by Dunkin' which I've not been there for some time. I'm so thankful that the shop keeper still remember of my daily order. I decided to dine in for the first time. As I dunk'in all my yesterday worries, I gained a some peaceful in there. Today might be a better day.

In this life, there will have a pro and contra. Since I couldn't please all people with my choices. Why not trying even better in order to seek more votes for my choices.

DAD SWAYED PEOPLE

Riots took place at most major roads in Medan. Everyone is in alert and afraid another tragedy might happened like in the year of 1998. The oil price issue might getting hotter each day until the date that has been set from government (1st April).

Most of my friends stayed at home but I still went for work and accomplished my activities as usual. But the roads and restaurants were so quite. I went for lunch; turned out I was the only person to dine in. It pictured me - I made a reservation for the whole building. ha ha ha~

I finished my Korean drama (The moon that embraces the sun) as I waited for my staff handed in her report which she failed. It was already 8 at night. I decided to let her handed in by the next day because I was phone by the dad periodically. Asked when to come home and what to have for dinner. I told him I would find some food in the house. To response my untrusted reply, he cook some fried rice for both of us instead.

Even from picture, dad's fried rice totally swayed people. ^____^

SECRET UNVEILED

Lately I am so into "The moon that embraces the sun". Korean drama which I find it has interesting story and a good aesthetic in pictures too. Because there was a public holiday, I watched the drama until morning or realized both of eyes had swollen because of crying ha ha ha~

This Sunday, I had a plan to have lunch together with my friends since the mom (again) went for short holiday. We had gone for a light lunch.

 I hadn't had Duck noodles quite long ago. It still holds its good. 

S had assorted fried snacks as his lunch.

Not to be missed - Sate Padang though the weather was pretty humid and hot.

We continued to Black Canyon Cafe, chat and played some rounds of Draw Something.  Just when we were deciding to where to have our dinner; there was a fire across the river. Without hesitation, we left the place. There some rumors like the 1998 riots since our government stated to increase its oil prices by this april mop. Every one of us has become more cautious with surroundings. Hopes everything will just be a hoax.

Because it was too early for dinner, we had a peak at new fast food chain. It was a korean fried chicken which L had mentioned me about. It was her far far family business and will had its debut this March 27. Yeay~ finally korean restaurant! *dancing*

Today's dinner was Italian. Finally S won his pizza at Trattoria. ha ha ha~ I insisted to have some vegetables (saute mushroom) on our table.

I had no idea what it was called but its spiciness remains still in my mind. 

We met our old friend (Y) to which is a best-friend of M. M was my companion to hike Mt. Kinabalu last year. I had remained it as secret because I don't want any rumor between me and M; and yesterday Y unintentionally split out my secret. Spontaneously I tried to explain to the girls that nothing had happened and Me and M remains as friend.

Another great news - it was the third time my photo was chosen as Popular. *dancing again*

TOASTER FIXED

Yay~ the old toaster has been fixed and soon to entertain my hungry stomach every morning. So what am I going to put on my toast? tuna, corn, eggs, chocolates, peanut butter, etc.

Another great news was my photo again has been selected as popular yesterday. teehee~ I'm going to keep on practicing my photography skills especially in composition. 

AWESOME

I had an AWESOME life yesterday. After took me for quite some time, yesterday - one of my photos had been selected as POPULAR. I could not hide my excitement.

Just a second I celebrated my popular photo, I had to receive another awesome news - in a bad terms. A news which I don't wish to discuss about. But it is a disgrace. After holding too much in my mind; last night, I took sometime to shrink. Though nothing has been settled but I began had a thought not letting families to worry whereabouts of me in late hours. I went home. So I think I am in a calming zone already. 

W BIRTHDAY

I was celebrating my friends' son's birthday party. I arrive late and missed the birthday anthem. *sorry*

As I reached the venue, everyone has already started to eat. I and my friends had to stand up eating because no seats available. 

Most of the foods are Indonesian - lontong, rendang sapi, ikan teri, fried glass noodles. I haven't had this kind of foods for quite some time already.

Mie Sop.

Mini Chili-Dog.

I was quite taken back with this Pulut Durian. I still can't eat durian in a fusion way. ha ha ha~

Marshmallow and Chocolate. This is the most I enjoyed!!! and who wouldn't??!

Another version of eating chocolate with bread puff.

Last but not least, Ice cream to cool you down. No~ don't remind me about diet. Today I failed.

MY VITAMIN

It was one of the toughest weeks I had. The pressure of new business which I handle at the moment. It was too much. I can't help it but the tears would dropped without my conscious. Though I know tears won't solved the pain and won't healed the wound. I tried to skip the drama scenes. Last Saturday I was at the peak of depression. I was thinking to shut myself from the world temporarily. I just wanted to have a deep thought in my room. That was my plan before I've been dragged by my dad to have a family dinner to welcoming the returning of my elder sister and her family in Medan.

I got to meet my little niece again. She is turning 3 by this October. Wow time flies so fast. I am not sure why we could grow a great bond(perhaps we are "rats"). I am not the type that would play or talk that much to anyone but my niece  would glued on my lap whenever I eat and  even when I drive. I know it's very dangerous to have my niece to sit on my lap while I was driving. I really need to teach her how dangerous it is.

I was having a hard time in driving because I'm just a 150 height and my niece is growing tall. Her head had blocking my views. So I need to pulled my short neck to have a wide views. It won't be really tiring and painful if she would just sat quietly.

Was a great relief that she visited and entertained me but as always, I am the one who is exhausted first. I have no idea what my sister eat when she was pregnant. My niece is a Dino. She is too active. She loves to bother my younger brother when playing online games. The whole room filled with their screams of joy and lost. My brother had to suffer several lost in his game ha ha ha~

Just when my niece had her nap. I took my sister and mom to shop some clothes for Dino. I couldn't resist myself sneakingly snapped some photos inside ha ha ha~ I really like its colors.

OUT OF TOWN

I went to Brastagi last Sunday with a bunch of friends. It was a nice weather when we reached at there but the weather is no longer mild how it was used to be. Perhaps more and more tall buildings have been constructed at there. I wish the local governor would keep its cultural heritage. Somehow it is a good thing they set a policy to not allowing trucks for accessing the road during Saturday. That might one of the reasons, we could reached at top of Brastagi in an early hour.

Soon we were finding an orange farm by asking the locals here and there. Though the farm is quite small but still we enjoyed it. The entrance fee is so cheap IDR 3.000 and you can eat as much as you want. And if you would like to buy some home IDR 9.000 / kg. Instead of buying some home for families, we had a mini game by shooting each others with orange seeds. *we are so childish ha ha ha~

It was almost lunch time, we headed to Bukit Kubu; reminiscing the good childhood. I still remember coming to this park every Sunday with my family until I was sickening of it he he he~. The park is still clean and crowded just like the old days.


You can do anything in this park - play kites or ride a horse.

I never get bored with Europeans design.

The kimbap is not that bad and so thankful to Eva who had to wake up in an early morning to prepare our lunch. 

The weather was not as friendly as we thought. Suddenly, we saw a black cloud over our heads. Quickly we packed our things and headed down hill.

Never forgetting to stop over to have some grilled corn or steamed corn.

BROKEN TOASTER

Lately, every night I always have a dream. They are neither good or bad but somehow sometime, it could led me into confusion between reality or dream. Just like today, I believed that my phone alarm rung (usually I set it on 5 A.M) so I got up to dismissed and to find, it was only 4 a.m. 

I was trying to sleep again but failed. I must be so excited to make a toast for breakfast. Ever since my new toaster has been taken away by my sis to Batam, I tried to use my mom's old toaster but something bad happened. It was broken. In the end, I simply toast my bread onto the frying pan.

 

It is still good though but I am going to hunt a new toaster. Perhaps a mini microwave? he he he~

GREAT DISVCOVERY

O~ my...ever since I have installing "pudding.to" onto my iPhone, I am not paying attention to Americano. *sorry.

But I have to say I am becoming more passionate in taking pictures. yeay~ more food photos to come. I might wanting to take more scenery pictures too. Lots of great pictures in pudding.to

 

I had this from the dad who was recently back from Batam. To my surprise, this bread (i don't know what it is called) is good. Its innards reminds me the bread which I usually consumed when I was a grad students at Malaysia. Almost like ikan bilis but its not. I would wanting this again when someone come back from Batam.